Life Recently ...

Had been very busy late.. attachments are killing me. First time took 6 cases was when... Wednesday. A day before my off days. Was chaotic. But SN Fatin taught and helped me a lot. And ohhhhhhh!! I dunno she knew ZeMin. Same batch. No wonder.. Students who just graduated 1 or 2 yrs are nice who are willing to teach, but those old old wans are there to torture you. Believe it or not, it's happening in every ward. So, my preceptor will be back on the 21st Jan due to her sick leave as she's pregnant. So poor thing. Keep nauseated and vomiting wan. Scary. Hahah!! Then I dun wanna get pregnant, I'll go adopt one instead. LOL!!! Today will be the first night shift of my life. Slept for 10hrs. Scared cannot tahan till tml 7am. LOL!!! Hopefully it'll be too busy until I dun feel sleepy. And today first night, CI Syida told us to be Junior first. Tml and Mon den I try being TL. ohhhhh~ So scary. TL have to take 9 cases in the night.

You know recently I've realized life is SO fragile. My patient died 1 or 2hrs ago - which in general condition, I saw she was moving in her bed and all. So fast. We tried to resusitate her but her ECG result was flat. Docs were there too. And then to pronounce her dead. It all happened so fast. You know how scary it was. Haiz.

And I hate to work during weekends. I wanna go out. ): NO LIFE NO LIFE!!! NURSES HAVE NO LIFE!!!! Dunno how long will I be able to tahan. It's not only for these 3 mths. But for the rest of dunno how many yrs. Unless I keep promoting to Matron. Hahahah!!! Aiya, but still, have to tahan the shifts. My body is failing me again. Until... menses comes. Wahahaha!! Hopefully it'll come every day. LOL!!!

Today's Saturday and I missed the times when I just go church to do ministry stuffs. It's been dunno how long alr. Last week I had am shift I think. This week mn shift. Next week also am shift. I had dozed off last Sat. Seriously, so tiring. 5.30am woke up and tahan until 11 plus, 12am.

Now is 12.29pm and I'm hungry. Blehx!! Waiting for my daddy. He said he wanna buy food home. Chao!

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